Weekend

I had a nice relaxing weekend. Ever since we have been back from vacation we have spent our weekends at home doing absolutely nothing. It's been so nice to just relax, take it easy, and not have plans. I have had to work the past two Saturday's, so I'm looking forward to having this Saturday off.

I am taking my antibiotic prescribed to me after my HSG. Well, I'm not doing good with them. I have had 3 out of the 4 side effects. The side effects listed are; upset stomach, nausea, vomiting, and headaches. The headaches is the only thing I haven't had. I even vomited on Saturday after taking them. At that point I was ready to throw them in the garbage. Who wants to take medicine to feel like crap. I can understand if I was sick and needed them, but to take them as a precaution. So I've learned that they work best when taking on an empty stomach. The last two times haven't been bad. I'm also having some aches around my ovaries, not sure if it's from the HSG or if it's O pains. I guess I'll have to wait and see.

On Saturday John and I went out to lunch and than went for a nice walk. It felt really good to be outside and breathing in fresh air. In the afternoon we went to church. We had not gone in awhile, so it felt really good to go. I always compare church to the gym. You never feel like going, but once your done, it feels good. I felt I wanted to talk to God and help me through this TTC journey. At times I find myself being jealous of pregnant women, and that is not my character at all. I just want to be a mom and be pregnant that I wish I was the one. It's been a LONG one year of TTC and I don't know how much longer I have. So it felt good to talk to God about all my feelings inside and ask him to continue giving me the strength to go on.